WARNING: this thing is just bursting with spoilers for Bloodrose.
So here's the thing: I really like you. I do. And I hope you understand that I mean this in the best way possible.
But you see, you've left me dismayed. I'm disappointed in you. You just didn't follow through the way I was hoping you were going to.
Because after all this fuss at the beginning of Bloodrose, about being independent and THE alpha, you caved. Oh, you gave in. Again and again and again. For what? For him.
Meanwhile- you just kept leading the other one on. I'll say it: you were a tease, and you used Ren to get what you wanted from him then kicked him to the curb. And you held the two boys to a double standard, when you kept going on about how confused you were. And here's the thing: if you really always liked one over the other, then just say so. Stop pretending to care about the other one. But at least treat him decently, because he desereved a hell of a lot more than he got.
And by the way- I think it kinda sucks how little you mourned him. It should have been SHATTERING, but it wasn't. Nope. And really, I feel terrible for poor Adne. That's just sad. But was it ever brought up? Nope, because you got the guy you wanted all along and you could be together FOREVER.
Maybe that's punishment enough- that you're stuck with him because you chose him. But really, Shay isn't all he's cracked up to be. You blamed Ren for all their stupid fighting and plans, and somehow Shay got off the hook consistently for doing the exact same thing. Hypocritical, much?
And in the end, I just wanted to see something really awesome and satisfying. Like, just settle for being the independent alpha you are. But no. You chose. And then you lied about choosing. And on and on and on this went- oh yeah, by the way? There's a war going on.
So really, I'm left feeling a tad disenchanted by you. I expected better, and that isn't what I ended up with.